Stages Of Relationships. (Strangers, again)

Stage 1: The Meeting.


It's the very first time for the two strangers meet. Mostly, love at first sight. Even though you refuse that it's not, well, you've been nailed on it. It's pathetic how guys do anything for the right girl. Getting her number is definitely the first mission. And if that happens, everything felt like its been paid off. 


Stage 2: The Chase.


And now, stage two. Some says it's the best part. For the guy, all you wanted was to know more about the right girl. Surely, you will add her face book account, check on her photos, call/text her. All you wanted to do was hang out with her. And the only person you want to talk to was her. She's the number one priority for you. And every time you sees her, of course, butterflies. She's everything that you thought could be perfect in a girl. And soon as it felt right.."Would you be my girlfriend?"..With this simple words, both begun a relationship.


Stage 3: Honeymoon.


Taking them to stage three. It's the time were both can express fully affection to each other, and do all the things they wanted to do as a couple. It was a dream come true. The person you wanted so badly, was finally yours. Go on dates, spend time together like there's no tomorrow. It's the stage were both will knew every detail in their lives. Just like any normal healthy couple.


Stage 4: Comfortable.


Now being comfortable is unnecessary bad, it's when both can truly be their selves. But it depends on what would they do in that comfort. Some use it positively, continuing to work on their relationship and grow it together, but others allow it to grow in distance. Some would thought that they're taking each other for granted. They're starting to slowly fall out. Getting sick on what they've used to do before. Not or late answering/replying each other's call/text messages. Bottom line is, someone stops trying. the feelings aren't strong like before. This could happen over a few months, or a few years. 


Stage 5: Tolerance.


The stage were full disappointment is found. The person you were so crazy about, turned out not to be not so special anymore. It happens so gradually, you wouldn't even see it coming. But there they are, just tolerating each other. Arguing is one thing but feeling dissatisfied and unhappy with the relationship is another. They become those relationships that wasn't bad, but wasn't good too. That's never a good way to describe a relationship. 


Stage 6: Downhill.


There's no much time left once you hear that. The effort to try make things work, just isn't worthy anymore. Promises to continue, arguments that didn't solve..it all drops down. Everything is falling apart. You're nearing the end of the stage. This happens at everyone, at some point.


Stage 7: Breaking up.


The end of the line. The worst stage ever. You don't know when it all happen or how. They would say, it's for the best. This is when both start a new path. One that leads back to were they've started...Strangers. The change will be so blunt, that you probably want to get back together just to restore whats normal. But this doesn't always happen, and the distance will grow. By the time both moved on, things weren't always the same. Their lives will continue on different direction. Becoming strangers again. And everything they've shared will become just a fragment memories. And all that's left was the memory of a stranger who was so important in their life. 


Before stage 4, there will be two questions, either breaking up, or getting married. 

It's been so so so long.

Haha. I feel like, it's been years since I haven't updated my blog. hello spider webs. 

By the way, meet my sweetie. :">

TAH-DAH!

I SOO LOVE HIM. :3

awwwww!!

Self-written.(BEFORE)

나좀 꺼내줄래요♫..

내 머리속에 너무 많은 생각들이 뒤엉켜 있어서 난 아무 것도 할 수가 없어요.♫..

차라리 바보로 만들어줄래요..눈물위 뜻이 뭔지, 거 짓의 뜻이 뭔지 아무 것도 모로 만들어줄래요♫..

결코 행복하지도 않은 나한테 이런 끔찍한 머리와 심장을 준건 볼공평해요♫...

난 쉴 틀 없이 생각만해야 돼요♫..

Composed song.

(I'd compose it and tuned it with the guitar.)

UNPREDICTED WORDS

You were some kind of angel sent above.

Who was always there when I give up.

I knew then you were always there for me.

Even when I'm not there for you.

Can you hear me?.

I don't wanna cry anymore.

My heart hurts so much more than before.

Please tell me oh.

I miss you everyday.

Every time your away.

I never felt this strangeness of mine.

Until you said that you'll hold me tight.

I believed that you will never let me go.

But the day comes,

I have to let go.

I'm still with you, My love..

Back.

오케이,보르드 랑 아고. 와라 랑 아공 마가와.

액투아리. 게랑안 고 나린 막아랄 가시 미드 테르므 나 나민.

니고,키야 얀~!!..

파센샤 나 궁 디 모 마민틴디한.

와하하하하하하~~..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~..

소 아윤 랑 나만.

사랑해,나 그대 영원토록 사랑해~..

왕자 ♥ 공주

FUCKYEA!.

haha.FUCK!.

This is the "ULZZANG" that caught me off my feet.

SHE is so HANDSOME.

Alright,

GUESS HER NAME..>:D

haha!.

Luch time is loved.

Yeah!.After Eating meals.

We used to try the CERIALILICIOUS. 

It's the best dessert there!.

I love it!.

(Random cereals and toppings to pick)

COLLEGE.

OMFGEE!.Time really flies FAST. I miss my Highschool life.

haha!. Got new friends. HAPPY!!!.

(at the comfort room,pardon,I covered the lipstick they put on me.)

(yeah.waiting for the other class to end.)

니가 아니면 안돼~♥

오늘도 내 기억을 따라헤매다

이 길 끝에서 서성이는 나

다신 볼 수도 없는 니가 나를 붙잡아

나는 또 이 길을 묻는다

널 보고 싶다고

또 안고 싶다고

저 하늘보며 기도하는 날

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

나 두 번 다시는

보 낼 수 없다고

나 너를 잊고 살순 없다고

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그 래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

내 멍든 가슴이

널 찾아오라고

소 리쳐 부른다

넌 어딨는거니

나의 목소리 들리지 않니

나 에게는

나 다시 살아도

몇 번을 태어나도

하루도 니가 없이 살 수 없는 나

내가 지켜줄 사람

내가 사랑할 사람 난

그래 난 너 하나면 충분하니까

너 하나만 사랑하니까

..--**--....--**--....--**--....--**--....--**--....--**--..

Today, i wander in my memory

I’m pasing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more

that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart

is screaming to me to find you

where are you?

can’t you hear my voice?

to me…

if i live my life again

if i’m born over and over again

i can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one i will keep

you’re the one i will love

i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

YOSH~!..

right~..just got well from sickness~..

and now I'm dancing again~..

NU ABOOO~!!!..

SOOO LOVEEEE~!!^^..

E. VIA FEVER!!.

OUTSIDER HAS A FEMALE VERSION!!

meet E.VIA with her New EP "E.via a.k.a HAPPY EVIL"

 

She looks INNOCENT, thought She doesn't sound like a rapper because of her CUTE voice and CUTE LOOKS, SHE IS THE BEST RAPPER EVER~!!..

Try to hear her song, It will really BLOW UP YOUR MIND!!!..

♫♥♫..HEY!..♫♥♫

F(x) NU ABO!.

 They're back with a new AWESOME FUNKY LOOK and SONG!!

 F(x)

Download their song here:

NU ABO

WATCH their NEWEST COOL MUSIC VIDEO~..

♫♥♫..NU ABO MV~..♫♥♫

 

SOME PHOTOS:

I SO LOVE THEIR HAIR COLOURS~!!!!

MY TREASURES.

With a long time of waiting. FINALLY!!!. 

They're BACK with a NEW AWESOME MUSIC VIDEO!!!!.

♫♥♫..FLOWER ROCK..♫♥♫ 

I so love them~!!!..I'll support you forever~!!

HONGKI~♥

JONGHUN~♥

MINHWAN~♥

SEUNGHYUN~♥ 

and and 

JAEJIN~♥

of course I won't forget the FORMER ANGEL,

WONBIN~♥

TOTALLY HEART.

IKUTA TOMA

I sooooo love his naughtiness!!!!.

He got this CHARISMA which took me off my feet. :3

Daisuke Nakatsu-kun~<3..Ore wa HOMO JANAI. x)))))

Yank myself?. Pft,

This is so annoying. I feel like I'm all dredged up by the atmosphere. I can't take control on my emotions. It's like I've been lost up by something vengeful that had passed beside me. Something changed. Normally it's really not like this. I don't even know what the main problem is. But what the heck. I'M ALL HOOKED UP.

Somehow, my emotions eased up a bit,since I'd typed it here in my blog. LOL, I know it's public, WTF!. I'm not the only one who's experiencing this right?. Ignore this if you want. Sorry about that. :3

Morning Routine.

Just woke up~..

I'm going to do my usual warm up~..exercising~..lols~..I'm flexible~..

And wanna be more flexible~..

Then,Gonna dance now~..lols~..

I'm gettin' addicted to dancing~..

I love how the beat of the song invades my body~..

POPPIN'~..OMGEEE~!..

I got a group in my school~..We dance like hell~.. 

nyahaaa~!!..

LOLS~..besides dancin'~..

I'll try to sing also~..I'm soooo not good with it~..

well wish me luck on my new loves~..:333

Someday.

♫♥♫..CHANGE~..♫♥♫

(dance)

I'll dance like them one day.

How I love dancing now~..I wanna build a room for rehearsal~..

a room full of mirrors~..

nyahahahaaaa~!!!..

I'm planning to audition on some company in SK someday~..

lols~..gotta prepare~..

for now~..just dancing dancing dancing~..

:3

Art of the Devil.

  

"They'll eat your soul,nothing will cost for you."

LOLS. I was like kinda bored~

A girl wants to kill a bright-faced guy~..

she should be holding a chainsaw~..but I want it to be gentle first~..

so a knife is fine~..

OMGEE.

♫♥♫..SUNG-JIN-JAY..♫♥♫

I just LOVE them~..

lols~..I think the three of them look like each other~..

BROTHERHOOD~!!..^^

(Sunghyun,Jaejin,Jay)