내 다른쪽에(Other Side Of Me)

Stages Of Relationships. (Strangers, again)

2011-04-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

Stage 1: The Meeting.

It's the very first time for the two strangers meet. Mostly, love at first sight. Even though you refuse that it's not, well, you've been nailed on it. It's pathetic how guys do anything for the right girl. Getting her number is definitely the first mission. And if that happens, everything felt like its been paid off.

Stage 2: The Chase.

And now, stage two. Some says it's the best part. For the guy, all you wanted was to know more about the right girl. Surely, you will add her face book account, check on her photos, call/text her. All you wanted to do was hang out with her. And the only person you want to talk to was her. She's the number one priority for you. And every time you sees her, of course, butterflies. She's everything that you thought could be perfect in a girl. And soon as it felt right.."Would you be my girlfriend?"..With this simple words, both begun a relationship.

Stage 3: Honeymoon.

Taking them to stage three. It's the time were both can express fully affection to each other, and do all the things they wanted to do as a couple. It was a dream come true. The person you wanted so badly, was finally yours. Go on dates, spend time together like there's no tomorrow. It's the stage were both will knew every detail in their lives. Just like any normal healthy couple.

Stage 4: Comfortable.

Now being comfortable is unnecessary bad, it's when both can truly be their selves. But it depends on what would they do in that comfort. Some use it positively, continuing to work on their relationship and grow it together, but others allow it to grow in distance. Some would thought that they're taking each other for granted. They're starting to slowly fall out. Getting sick on what they've used to do before. Not or late answering/replying each other's call/text messages. Bottom line is, someone stops trying. the feelings aren't strong like before. This could happen over a few months, or a few years.

Stage 5: Tolerance.

The stage were full disappointment is found. The person you were so crazy about, turned out not to be not so special anymore. It happens so gradually, you wouldn't even see it coming. But there they are, just tolerating each other. Arguing is one thing but feeling dissatisfied and unhappy with the relationship is another. They become those relationships that wasn't bad, but wasn't good too. That's never a good way to describe a relationship.

Stage 6: Downhill.

There's no much time left once you hear that. The effort to try make things work, just isn't worthy anymore. Promises to continue, arguments that didn't solve..it all drops down. Everything is falling apart. You're nearing the end of the stage. This happens at everyone, at some point.

Stage 7: Breaking up.

The end of the line. The worst stage ever. You don't know when it all happen or how. They would say, it's for the best. This is when both start a new path. One that leads back to were they've started...Strangers. The change will be so blunt, that you probably want to get back together just to restore whats normal. But this doesn't always happen, and the distance will grow. By the time both moved on, things weren't always the same. Their lives will continue on different direction. Becoming strangers again. And everything they've shared will become just a fragment memories. And all that's left was the memory of a stranger who was so important in their life.

Before stage 4, there will be two questions, either breaking up, or getting married.

It's been so so so long.

2011-04-23T05:07:00.000-07:00

Haha. I feel like, it's been years since I haven't updated my blog. hello spider webs.

By the way, meet my sweetie. :">

TAH-DAH!

2010-10-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

I SOO LOVE HIM. :3

awwwww!!

Self-written.(BEFORE)

2010-09-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

나좀 꺼내줄래요♫..

내 머리속에 너무 많은 생각들이 뒤엉켜 있어서 난 아무 것도 할 수가 없어요.♫..

차라리 바보로 만들어줄래요..눈물위 뜻이 뭔지, 거 짓의 뜻이 뭔지 아무 것도 모로 만들어줄래요♫..

결코 행복하지도 않은 나한테 이런 끔찍한 머리와 심장을 준건 볼공평해요♫...

난 쉴 틀 없이 생각만해야 돼요♫..

Composed song.

2010-09-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

(I'd compose it and tuned it with the guitar.)

UNPREDICTED WORDS

You were some kind of angel sent above.

Who was always there when I give up.

I knew then you were always there for me.

Even when I'm not there for you.

Can you hear me?.

I don't wanna cry anymore.

My heart hurts so much more than before.

Please tell me oh.

I miss you everyday.

Every time your away.

I never felt this strangeness of mine.

Until you said that you'll hold me tight.

I believed that you will never let me go.

But the day comes,

I have to let go.

I'm still with you, My love..

Back.

2010-08-27T23:35:00.001-07:00

오케이,보르드 랑 아고. 와라 랑 아공 마가와.

액투아리. 게랑안 고 나린 막아랄 가시 미드 테르므 나 나민.

니고,키야 얀~!!..

파센샤 나 궁 디 모 마민틴디한.

와하하하하하하~~..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~..

소 아윤 랑 나만.

사랑해,나 그대 영원토록 사랑해~..

왕자 ♥ 공주

FUCKYEA!.

2010-07-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

haha.FUCK!.

This is the "ULZZANG" that caught me off my feet.

SHE is so ~~HANDSOME.~~

Alright,

~~GUESS HER NAME~~..>:D

haha!.

Luch time is loved.

2010-06-26T22:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah!.After ~~Eating meals~~.

We used to try the CERIALILICIOUS.

It's the best dessert there!.

I love it!.

(Random cereals and toppings to pick)

COLLEGE.

2010-06-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

OMFGEE!.Time really flies FAST. I miss my Highschool life.

haha!. Got new friends. HAPPY!!!.

(at the comfort room,pardon,I covered the ~~lipstick~~ they put on me.)

(yeah.~~waiting~~ for the other class to end.)

니가 아니면 안돼~♥

2010-06-03T02:35:00.003-07:00

오늘도 내 기억을 따라헤매다

이 길 끝에서 서성이는 나

다신 볼 수도 없는 니가 나를 붙잡아

나는 또 이 길을 묻는다

널 보고 싶다고

또 안고 싶다고

저 하늘보며 기도하는 날

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

나 두 번 다시는

보 낼 수 없다고

나 너를 잊고 살순 없다고

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그 래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

내 멍든 가슴이

널 찾아오라고

소 리쳐 부른다

넌 어딨는거니

나의 목소리 들리지 않니

나 에게는

나 다시 살아도

몇 번을 태어나도

하루도 니가 없이 살 수 없는 나

내가 지켜줄 사람

내가 사랑할 사람 난

그래 난 너 하나면 충분하니까

너 하나만 사랑하니까

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Today, i wander in my memory

I’m pasing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more

that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart

is screaming to me to find you

where are you?

can’t you hear my voice?

to me…

if i live my life again

if i’m born over and over again

i can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one i will keep

you’re the one i will love

i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

YOSH~!..

2010-05-24T03:52:00.000-07:00

right~..just got well from sickness~..

and now I'm dancing again~..

NU ABOOO~!!!..

SOOO LOVEEEE~!!^^..

E. VIA FEVER!!.

2010-05-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

OUTSIDER HAS A FEMALE VERSION!!

meet E.VIA with her New EP "E.via a.k.a HAPPY EVIL"

She looks ~~INNOCENT~~, thought She doesn't sound like a rapper because of her CUTE voice and CUTE LOOKS, SHE IS THE BEST RAPPER EVER~!!..

Try to hear her song, It will really BLOW UP YOUR MIND!!!..

♫♥♫..HEY!..♫♥♫

F(x) NU ABO!.

2010-05-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

They're back with a new AWESOME FUNKY LOOK and SONG!!

F(x)

Download their song here:

NU ABO

WATCH their NEWEST COOL MUSIC VIDEO~..

♫♥♫..NU ABO MV~..♫♥♫

SOME PHOTOS:

I SO LOVE THEIR ~~HAIR COLOURS~~~!!!!

MY TREASURES.

2010-04-29T23:40:00.000-07:00

With a long time of waiting. ~~FINALLY!!!.~~

They're BACK with a NEW AWESOME MUSIC VIDEO!!!!.

♫♥♫..FLOWER ROCK..♫♥♫

I so love them~!!!..I'll support you forever~!!

HONGKI~♥

JONGHUN~♥

MINHWAN~♥

SEUNGHYUN~♥

and and

JAEJIN~♥

of course I won't ~~forget~~ the FORMER ANGEL,

WONBIN~♥

TOTALLY HEART.

2010-04-28T00:03:00.000-07:00

IKUTA TOMA

I sooooo love his naughtiness!!!!.

He got this CHARISMA which ~~took me off my feet~~. :3

Daisuke Nakatsu-kun~<3..Ore wa HOMO JANAI. x)))))

Yank myself?. Pft,

2010-04-26T04:34:00.000-07:00

This is so annoying. I feel like I'm all ~~dredged~~ up by the atmosphere. I can't take control on my ~~emotions~~. It's like I've been lost up by something vengeful that had passed beside me. Something changed. Normally it's really not like this. I don't even know what the main problem is. But what the heck. I'M ALL HOOKED UP.

Somehow, my emotions eased up a bit,since I'd typed it here in my blog. LOL, I know it's ~~public~~, WTF!. I'm not the only one who's experiencing this right?. Ignore this if you want. Sorry about that. :3

Morning Routine.

2010-04-22T19:21:00.000-07:00

Just woke up~..

I'm going to do my ~~usual warm up~~~..exercising~..lols~..~~I'm flexible~~~..

And wanna be more flexible~..

Then,Gonna dance now~..lols~..

I'm gettin' ~~addicted~~ to dancing~..

I love how the beat of the song invades my body~..

POPPIN'~..~~OMGEEE~!~~..

I got a group in my school~..We dance like hell~..

nyahaaa~!!..

LOLS~..besides dancin'~..

I'll try to sing also~..~~I'm soooo not good with it~~~..

well wish me luck on my new loves~..:333

Someday.

2010-04-22T19:06:00.000-07:00

♫♥♫..CHANGE~..♫♥♫

(dance)

I'll dance like ~~them~~ one day.

How I love dancing now~..I wanna build a room for rehearsal~..

a room full of ~~mirrors~~~..

nyahahahaaaa~!!!..

I'm planning to audition on some company in SK someday~..

lols~..gotta prepare~..

for now~..just dancing dancing dancing~..

Art of the Devil.

2010-04-21T19:48:00.000-07:00

~~"They'll eat your soul,nothing will cost for you."~~

LOLS. I was like kinda bored~

A girl wants to kill a ~~bright-faced~~ guy~..

she should be holding a chainsaw~..but I want it to be gentle first~..

so a knife is fine~..

OMGEE.

2010-04-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

♫♥♫..SUNG-JIN-JAY..♫♥♫

I just LOVE them~..

lols~..I think the three of them ~~look like~~ each other~..

BROTHERHOOD~!!..^^

(Sunghyun,Jaejin,Jay)

DAEGUKNAMA.

2010-04-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

♫♥♫..대국남아..♫♥♫

-=KINGDOM PRINCE=-

Totally~..I LOVE THEM~!!..ESPECIALLY JAY~!!..♥♥♥

Chaeck them out~..they're so funny~!

대국남아

WATCH THEM HERE

Let me Introduce them for you.

DAEGUKNAMA Profile:

♫♥♫..HYUNMIN..♫♥♫

Birthday: 07/22/91
Height: 181 cm

Blood Type: O

♫♥♫..INJUN..♫♥♫

Birthday: 03/09/92
Height: 175 cm

Blood Type: O

♫♥♫..JAY..♫♥♫

Birthday: 03/31/94
Height: 170 cm
Blood Type: A

♫♥♫..KARAM..♫♥♫

Birthday: 06/28/91
Height: 178 cm
Blood Type: B

♫♥♫..MIKA..♫♥♫

Birthday: 06/28/90
Height: 178 cm
Blood Type: B

MORE PHOTOS: Enchante~..:3

For pete's sake.

2010-04-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

"Save your smile
Everything fades through time
I'm lost for words
Endlessly waiting for you
Stay with me
Yes I know, this cannot be.
As Morning Comes,
I say good bye to you when I'm done..to the Sun

Because I've been waiting for you, waiting for this.
Dream to come true, just to be with you.
And if die, remember this line.
"I'm always here, guarding you life...

I am yours
I'm completely trapped in your soul
Dazed and Confused
Swept away with your own words.
You're my star
Invincible, haunting and far
Grace under fire
Someone is building my hurt, in my heart.

Slowly falling into you
I'm obsessed with the fact that I'm with you
I can't breathe without you.."

WANTED 남자친구. :))

2010-04-19T00:22:00.000-07:00

LOLS~!..

you should be like this~..>:))

This sounds funny. I bet you're shocked~..

HE'S ~~PRETTIER~~ THAN ME~..

Slowly.

2010-04-19T00:14:00.000-07:00

Would I ever still love you when I'm 30?..

Absolutely yes.

From time to time,

You were always running inside my mind.

I want to tell you what I feel,

But it's just so hard to find the right words that I want to speak.

You were like a star which I've been watching for every night,

A cloud that shades my eyes unto the brightness of light.

How I wish I could ponder myself with my great endeavor.

I want to adore you forever more.

I wish I wish I wish,

I hope I hope I hope,

I want I want I want,

What else would I long for,

When I know you're there.

I love you like the sun chases the moon,

I love you like twilight invades the dawn,

The darkness wish to embrace you as you fall asleep,

The light wish to cheer you when you wake up,

And I, I wish to love you more each day.
I'm waiting, and waiting,

I wouldn't get tired of waiting.

But I don't want to wait like forever,

Because I would end up to Never.

Would I ever still love you when I'm 30?.

Definitely yes.

Summer Time.

2010-04-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

It's kinda ~~BORING~~~..arggh~..I want something new~..LOL~..and here I am~..because of boredom~..I did everything I can to accuse myself~..lols~..:)))..

colored my hair~..

For the first time.

2010-03-31T22:59:00.000-07:00

He was ONE of a KIND. Though I was ~~older~~ than him,we are so ALIKE!. "Come feel this MAGIC I've been Feeling since I met you!."

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(watching the sunset after the party~..)

(i'm so stunned~!!..)

Run Devil Run.

2010-03-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

똑바로 해 넌 정말 Bad boy 사랑보단 호기심뿐
그 동안 난 너 땜에 깜빡 속아서 넘어간거야

넌 재미없어 매너 없어 넌 Devil Devil 넌 넌

네 핸드폰 수많은 남잔 한 글자만 바꾼 여자
내 코까지 역겨운 Perfume 누구 건지 설명해봐

넌 나 몰래 누굴 만나는 끔찍한 그 버릇 못 고쳤니
뛰어 봐도 손바닥 안인걸

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey
더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run
딱 걸렸어 약 올렸어 Run Devil Devil Run Run

내 곁에서 살며시 흘깃 다른 여잘 꼭 훑어봐
나 없을 땐 넌 Super Playboy 고개 들어 대답해봐

넌 재미없어 매너 없어 넌 Devil Devil 넌 넌

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey
더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run
딱 걸렸어 약 올렸어 Run Devil Devil Run Run
넌 재미없어 매너 없어 Run Devil Devil Run Run

얘 나 같은 애 어디도 없어 잔머리 굴려서 실망했어
난 걔네들 보다 더 대단해 너 그렇게 커서 뭐 될래
(까불지 말랬지) 널 사랑해 줄 때 잘 하랬지

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey
더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run

이 넓은 세상 반은 남자 너 하나 빠져봤자
꼭 나만 봐줄 멋진 남자 난 기다릴래 혼자

Spread Your Wings.

2010-03-27T03:15:00.000-07:00

"Our Highschool life has ended. We're now in the journey of new life..the College life"
I'll treasure every moments we've shared, all the laughter's we've shown. We've finally reached our goals, and now we are beneath the star.
KEEP MOVING FORWARD EVEN IF YOU FAIL!!.

(i'll miss you all so very much~!!..)

너무 좋지 않다.

2010-03-22T03:07:00.000-07:00

AS USUAL.
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무도회에 재미를하지 않습니다~~..@______@
내가 그것을 즐겨하지 않았다~..
그냥 밤새 앉아,그리고 약간의 춤을 췄어요~..=.="
난 단지 음식을 즐길~..
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(this is me~..hiding from the camera~..they were all taking pictures on me~..
..그것을 파파라치처럼)

PROM.

2010-03-19T03:50:00.000-07:00

그것은 이상한 날이 내일~!!!..@_____@
나에게 행운을 빕니다~! ..

학교 지루해.

2010-03-18T02:27:00.000-07:00

우리는이 시간에 파티에 대한 연습이 ~.

난 너무 지루 했어요~.."그래서 난 단지 자연 속에서 어떤 사진을 찍었~~~"..ㅋㅋㅋ~~~^^..

(there's a mini plantation beside our school~..^^)

(it was a regular day~~..)

(The sky was so wonderful~..look at the clouds~..so refreshing~..=u=)

MISSING.

2010-03-11T02:20:00.000-08:00

하이고오오오오오오~~~..¬_¬
너무 피곤 해요~..난 아직 못 쉬어~..빌어먹을 감기~!!!..ㅎ__ㅎ

어쨌든~...
제가 다음달 한국을 방문하는 계획입니다~~~..^^ㅋㅋㅋ^^..
난 아직도 내 엄마가 날 수 있도록 기다리고 있어요~..그녀는 좀 바빠~..=_='
우와하하하하~!!.난 내 친구들도 보고싶 구요~!..>.<
핑키 하,돼지 하,정해 하,하나 언니,내 염소,그래서 훨씬 더~~~..>.< 내 기숙사 그리워~..그리고 건물 밖으로 강아지~~~..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~^^

그냥 날 기다려~!..
내가 곧 갈게~~~..^u^

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난 당신이 그리워요 ~!..
난 내가 다시 저기 갈 수 좋겠어~..어떻게 됐을까~..
난 이미 타갈로그어 말할 수~~..^^
카무쓰따 카요~?!?..^u^
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ~~~^___^
난 널 사랑해~!..

(자연이 정말 친절합니다~)

Memorandum.

2010-03-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

(told you to do a funny face but you did a serious one~~..)

우리의 추억을 영원히 지속될~~
우리는 멈출 수가 없어 서로를 너무나 사랑~!!..=u=

(ROYAL PIRATES)로얄 파이래츠.

2010-03-09T01:42:00.000-08:00

ROYAL PIRATES IS BACK!
and they got their new MV titled "DISAPPEAR".
마지막으로 여기 있어요~~~~~~~~
ㅎ________________ㅎ

DISAPPEAR MV
Hope you'll like it~!!^^..
난 당신이 좋아 희망이~~~
좋은 일을 계속~~!문철~~~..so cool~!^^..

(here are some few caps)

생일 축하 최 종훈~~

2010-03-06T19:14:00.000-08:00

리더~~~!!!^^..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~~..^^
동일하게 유지~!..당신은 최고의 리더~!^^..ㅋㅋ~

TOTALLY.

2010-03-06T18:12:00.000-08:00

~~~~~~~~~~~다행한~~~~~~~~~~~~

(it's hard to take pictures when everyone is like freaking out~..all of this photos are so blurrr~~)

정말 다시 한번 만나서 행복 해요~~~
언제나 당신을 사랑~~~...^^

(saw you whispering~)

(난 단지 사진을 몇 장했다~~..)

2010-03-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

승현아~!..당신이 죽은 고기를~!^^..
내가 네 나이가 형제를 사랑~!..lol~..^^..

내 바보 같은 녀석~!..

난 너희들이 그리워~!..^^

내가 당신에게 돌아 왔어요.

2010-03-05T01:14:00.000-08:00

내가 다시 만나서 정말 행복 해요~!ㅋㅋ~..하 하~! .. 당신의 얼굴은 너무 재밌 특히 당신이 날보고~!ㅋㅋ~~..당신은 당신이 나를보고 놀랐다~!..훕~~~~~

당신이 뭘 알아~? .. 난 다시 행복 해요~!ㅎ_ㅎ ..안아 당신이 원한다~~....그리고 안녕 ~!나도 하나주지~!^^..하 하~!..당신 옆에 게이가 당신을 유혹합니다~!푸...내가 그를 죽여 버리고 싶어~!..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ~!^^..

난 당신이 너무보고 싶었어요~!..당신의 입술을 움직이 는걸 봤다~..당신이보고 싶습니다~~..당신이 말했듯이~^^..제가 다음달 한국을 방문한다~~~~..희망을 다시 만나서~!ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~~~..^^

난 사랑~!..ㅋㅋ~~..전 너무 행복 해요~!..^____^

이재진

2010-03-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you. You where right all this time.

"내 모든 삶의~..내가 느낄 수 있었지 이 마술
이후로 나는 당신을 봤어요.~..
첫 번째~..난 이것을 무시하려했다~..
하지만 귀하의 철자 살아 날 지켰다~..
만약 당신은 알고있다~..저것 내가 얼마나 후회하고있다~..
언제 내가 자네를 내보내야했습니다~..
항상 기억 해요~..저것
내가 사랑하는 당신은 절대 멈추지 않아~.."

Invisible As Usual.

2010-03-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

Lately, It was a normal day. I was silent like something is bothering me. I stayed quiet and sat for a long time. then our teacher told some instructions to do. I didn't hear it clearly. So I'd asked my seat mate.
"what did she said?." but she seemed like she didn't hear me. I'd asked twice but still she's busy talking with my other classmate. So I just asked the teacher myself.

Break time. I asked my classmate how much the candy bar was. But she was busy unwrapping the chocolate. I just went by myself.

Then after class I went straight home. I've greeted mom with a forced smile.
"umma, I'm home!." but she was busy talking to my aunt in the phone. I'd search for my oppa, but he's not yet home. I've searched for my yeodongsaeng, but she was sleeping.

And now, I'm alone inside my room. mocking at the corner.

"Can you guys hear me?!.
Don't be like this, It pulls me down so much more.
It's like I'm invisible to all!.
Ignoring,not minding,acting deaf.
I don't know what to say to you all.
I'm finding a pillow to lean on lately,
but all of you were busy with matters of consequences."

Sick and Tired.

2010-02-28T03:36:00.000-08:00

This day is soooo weird and sooo PAINFUL!. I went out with some friends all day. We went to have some fun. Go malling, watch movies, play arcades. nyaha!. and whoa!. suddenly my friend got a call so they went home already. that's weird i thought they're free today. So there, I just went alone. Then suddenly my phone rung. It was him calling. argggh!.

So i answered it with a lame sound. "what ?!?!." he answered "oh hey!,hmm. how are you?" i answered him "i'm good, why'd you call?!?you're like wasting my time." so there I'd hanged up.

I went to a ice cream shop. I sat there then suddenly the waitress offered a choco fudge sundae.
I asked her "wait, i didn't order this miss."
the waitress said that it's a free service. WHOA!. I guess today is my lucky day. I ate the ice cream thank the waitress and continued my day.

I went to buy a CD. then someone came and offered a free CD. another WHOA!.
Is this a free day?!?!. so there, i thank him a lot and went away. I stroll around the mall. then It was almost evening already. lol. I forgot which way should i go. I was so nervous, i'm lost. lol silly me. I sat beside the water fountain. I love it so much!.

then suddenly he called again!. I answered "what now?!!?" he said "oh nothing, just want to ask how was your day?" then he laughed. he's weird,so i said to him "hell!. don't crash my free day!. " then he giggled and said "haha!. hey try to turn around and walk back." that's odd. so i answered him "why would i?. my legs hurts already!." then he still insist me to do it.

So there, I turned around and walked back. when I faced in front. OH MY GAAAAWD!. It was him!. he was holding his phone!. ~~SO HE WAS STALKING ME ALL THE TIME!~~. I gave him a pouted face. and asked..
"what the hell is your problem??!. are you stalking me all the time?!?!"..
he smiled and said "haha!. i guess so?!?!.haha!."
I'd hit him,poke him, lol.
i told him "why did you do that?!?you're such a jerk. haha!."
I'd teased him. He just smiled. he asked "Need a ride home??". My eyes went big. Well, since my legs hurts already, and I'm kinda tired. I'd take a ride with him. While we're on the way, I was so silent.
He smirked. "So, is the free sundae ice cream taste great?!"
I was socked and asked
"How'd you know about that?!?!.". he just smiled.
and asked again "Did you like the free CD??"..
I almost dropped my jaw. I'd hit him. and said "hey!.
You're seriously freaking me out!."..
so he said "haha!. you won't have any of those free stuffs if I wasn't there."..
OH GOD!. I said "wait!. Did you pay all of those stuffs?!?!." i was hitting him again.
then he manage to tell all. he said "alright, well, I'd asked the waitress to give you a sundae and tell you that it's a free service,but the truth is I've payed it for you. and the CD, I asked that man to hand the CD to you."..

I was like shocked,I'd stopped hitting him and faced in the window. He asked "did you like it?!". I just shook my head. and said "yes,thank you" in a low voice. He just smiled.

What's up with him?!He's giving me goosebumps!.So there, we've reached my house i'd open the door, but before i go,I gave him a scary look. and said "you're weird" he said "thanks!" and then smiled.

And now, he sent me a message. "Did I do a sweet job!?!?. I've been planning to do that when I court her.(his neighbor)well,you're reaction wasn't quite bad. thanks and good night!.". After reading that, I dropped my phone. I was so speechless. He wasn't serious all this time. he was just practicing all this time. And the worst thing about it. IT HURTS!. IT HURTS SO MUCH!. why am I feeling that way?!?!. Why am I hurt?!?!. Maybe I haven't fully moved on. Honestly, ~~I was happy when he said that It was Him who did all those sweet jobs.~~ and now I really hate it!. I want to curse him.

~~Love is like hell when you fall too much. At first he'll love you no matter what happens. but slowly it will fade away. There will never be a number 1 anymore.~~

당신이 잘못된~..

2010-02-27T01:27:00.000-08:00

Err!. for Pete's sake!. I'm not backstabbing you. and ~~I'm not minding it anymore.~~ I can't because I've treated you as a real sister already. and it's very painful for me to do so, to go away from you. I'm just CONFUSED, really confused!.

You're mad, really mad. I can feel it. Don't let your nerves put through first. I just want to know how it went like that. I don't want any FIGHTS. I don't want MISUNDERSTANDINGS. I just want to know HOW did it happen, that you're 2.

You know I can't stand being confused that long. I'm sorry if I'd hurt you because of my confusions. Okay, you can stay away from me if you want to. I know you're doing it already.

"미안해 언니, 난 널 사랑해~..=u="

2010-02-23T04:07:00.000-08:00

(meoooow~)^3^

"I'D TOOK ONE STEP AWAY,BUT I FOUND MYSELF COMING BACK TO YOU MY ONE AND ONLY YOU."

She was so different. (story)

2010-02-23T01:14:00.000-08:00

BITTER's SOMETHING SOMETHING:))

I want to tell you something about the side of me which might make you feel ODD.
Well, This might change your mind, and would make you step-out from this site,and never be friends with me. LOL that's dramatic. I'm just kidding. well, hope it won't happen. :))

Sarcastically speaking..
I'm not the type of person who easily gets along with anyone. I'm not the type of person who cares ~~A LOT~~ to ANYONE,Because I know they won't take it back seriously at all.I only care to those people who manage to take me as I AM. And speaking of me,I tend be a sadist sometimes,because that's what I am. A masochist at other times.I don't mind the people who hates me, Because they can't accept the fact that I'm WINNING over them. I don't easily GIVE UP at something that I really want and really desire for. I used to be over confident at times. I'm not that GIRLY actually.I'm not a stubborn PRINCESS who focuses on their own fern most beauty.err!.I used to act somewhat weird often. But,I manage to be sweet to others well,if they deserve my sweetness,i can be brutally sweet also if i adore them much. I tend to act immature sometimes in order to get their mood at the right place. I always do stupid stuffs just to make them smile. As you can see, I would do everything just to see these people around me smiling. Isn't it hilarious?!. ME+STUPIDITY=SMILES. Actually, there would come a time that i get tired of these stupid shits. know why?, Hah! what the hell!, they're laughing at me because i looked like a freaking stupid clown already! I know you're thinking in a way like this, "then why are you doing such a foolish thing?!?". Well, Duh!? I love seeing they're smiles!, It's like Happiness is dancing around me. Even thought,They can't see mine at all. I mean, my real true smile. At least they can see how much I want them to be happy. If you want to see my true smile. I'll just let you know.

I'm shy but not anymore, slowly I'm opening the barriers that kept me tangled along with the sorrows of my life. I'm a loner sometimes. I feel vulnerable at some things sometimes. I love the darkness more than the light. I want to be alone most of the time. Because, being alone sometimes opens my eyes and see my real self. Odd isn't it?. But now, I think that the best way to see your real self is to be with you're friends or families,they can help you understand what you've been looking for. ain't that sweet.

I easily ~~FALL~~ but that's BEFORE. I already learned, I love loving someone but it hurts to fall for someone whom you aren't really sure if he loves you back dearly and seriously. I know it's not a big deal,but for me it is. That's why before, I'm avoiding the topic about love,because I think I don't deserve that kind of conversation. I'm not playing hard to get. not because I'm scared to be hurt like what most girls say. well, Because it will test and prove how that person really loves you and really desires to own your heart. I want him to wait. And if he can't stand to wait, then I guess he's not it. Why do I want him to wait?. well,Duh again!? WAITING makes the love so strong,more than before,more than now, and much more better for next. And if you can't agree with that, Well,what you're feeling isn't probably love at all. I'm not affected with those honey tongues. Because they don't really mean it and honestly it didn't came from their heart at all. I love sweet persons. But i won't fall for that anymore,like yeah!. there were a lot of sweet persons in this world. I could possibly fall to the person who accepts me as me,from WHO AM I and WHAT AM I.The very most treasured thing for me is the so called LOYALTY. I wouldn't explain why anymore, because I want you to think all about it on your own. I adore fairy tales,But I won't believe on it when it sticks to reality. LOL. All the Disney Princess ended up with only one Prince. Prince Charming!. LOL!. *kills that prince*

The last thing that I would NEVER be like..well,I have my own life which is some kind of miserable at times. I go on my own way. I won't and never be OBSESSED at something. Being obsessed might hurt you like hell. well, base from my experiences. LOL. Thought I might look weak in some angles. I got my source of strength deep inside of my heart. I won't cry anymore, because tears won't do anything at all. What!?. It will just spill out while your heart is screaming for comfort,seeking for justice,waiting for love. LOL. Just take a deep breathe and scream!. nyaha!. WEIRDO. :))

NO DRAMAS ALRIGHT? ÜÜÜ

2010-02-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

HEY!.
C'mon why don't we start it all over again.
Like the first time you've dropped your heart,
and the first time I've caught it up.
I may sound crazy,but it's the best way.

I love you and you love me,
Hold my hand and i'll hold yours.
Let's go around the circle of forever.
Hold me tight, i won't let go.
I love you from head to toe.

You're different from them.
You give me such strength.
I won't find someone else like you.
Even if i stepped out of the blue.

You've chained my heart and threw the keys.
You've cross the barrier and kissed my cheeks.
You killed my boys out of the breeze.
You blush so red every time i tease.
And that made me want you more and more.

I don't want you to be sad.
Because that will make me mad.
I want you to smile always.
As bright as the sun's rays.
I love you more than anything else.
And that will make so much sense.

I wish you're tied with me forever.
I wish our love was strong like forever.
I wouldn't mind the things that will bother.
Because F-O-R-E-V-E-R spells Y-O-U and M-E.

F(x) for Nylon Korea

2009-12-18T18:13:00.000-08:00

The girls of f(x) took a photo shoot recently and will be featured in the January issue of Nylon Korea.

Amber, Sulli, Krystal..

Krystal..with a wicked cool hair.

Sulli..she more matured in this photo.

Amber..She's more over feminine in this photo.

Sulli and Amber..at the backstage photo.

F(x) FEVER~!^^..

2009-12-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

THIS ROOKIE JJANG GIRL BAND IS REALLY CUTE~!!

I kept on lovin' them and also their songs^^..especially Chu~♥..LOVE IT~!

AMBER~!OPPA or UNNIE~?!?!^^..
SULLI~!SO CUTE~!..
VICTORIA~!HOTT~!^^..
KRYSTAL~!MAKNAE YEPPO~!^^..
LUNA~!AWESOME GAL~!^^..

KEEP LOVING THEM~!!^^..

FT Island vs. C.N Blue

2009-12-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

Nowadays, there were new bands being introduced to the crowd~..

I 'm Curious~..FT Island was the most AWESOME and COOLEST band of all~..now,they found their ~~opponent~~ which is the C.N Blue band~..

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C.N Blue:

Band Name: Code name Blue / C.N Blue / 씨엔블루
Members: Jeong Yong Hwa (정용화), Lee Jong Hyun (이종현), Kang Min Hyuk (강민혁), Kwon Gwang Jin (권광진)
Record Label: F&C Entertainment / AI Entertainment

MEMBER's PROFILE:

Name: Jeong Yong Hwa (정용화)
Japanese Name: チョン・ヨンファ
Position: Lead Vocal and Guitar
Birthdate: 1989.06.22
Height: 180cm
Blood Type: A

Name: Lee Jong Hyun (이종현)
Japanese Name: イ・ジョンヒョン
Birthdate: 1990.05.15
Position: Guitar and Vocal
Height: 183cm
Blood Type: O

Name: Kang Min Hyuk (강민혁)
Japanese Name: カン・ミンヒョク
Birthdate: 1991.06.28
Position: Drums
Height: 184cm
Blood Type: A

Name: Kwon Gwang Jin (권광진)
Japanese Name: クォン・グァンジン
Position: Bass
Birthdate: 1992.08.12
Height: 180cm
Blood Type: AB

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I like Gwangjin there^^..:">
*evil laugh*..still FT Island is the best for me~..what about you~?^^..

WHOA~..

2009-12-07T04:58:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since i haven't updated~..

well i'm back^^..hihi^^..
i'll try to post whatever i'll be catching up^^..

see yah~!^^..

2009-07-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

FT ISLAND "Cross and Change" vol.3

MV:
I Hope[MV]

TRACK LIST:
01. 빙빙빙 BingBingBing
02. 바래 (I hope)
03. 미우나 고우나 (Miuna gouna)
04. 천사와 나무꾼 (Cheonsawa namukkun)
05. 소년 소녀를 만나다 (Onyeon sonyeoreul mannada)
06. 결혼해줘 (gyeol-hon-hae-jwo)
07. 꼭은 아니더라도 (kko-geun a-ni-deo-ra-do)
08. 첫눈에 알아 (cheon-nu-ne a-ra)
09. 보내주기 (bo-nae-ju-gi)
10. 못난이 (mon-na-ni)
11. 남의 속도 모르고 (na-mui sok-tto mo-reu-go)
12. 바래( I hope Ver.2)

DOWNLOAD:
CROSS AND CHANGE ALBUM

I The Tri Tops~..

2009-06-28T03:34:00.000-07:00

Meet the 3 cute and cool guys~..
from the band
I THE TRI TOPS

There's~..
Name : 박형문 Park HyungMoon [LEADER]
Speciality : Basketball, swimming
D.o.B : April 27, 1980
Blood Type : A
*Height, Weight : 179cm, 65kg

Name : 김일군 Kim IlGoon
Speciality : Board
D.o.B : December 2, 1986
Blood Type : AB
Height, Weight : 180cm, 61kg

Name : 장유준 Jang Yoojoon
Speciality : 빨래널기
D.o.B : July 2, 1988
Blood Type : O
Height, Weight : 178cm, 60kg

D i s c o g r a p h y

I the Tri top's Vol.1 - Boorish Love
Release Date: October 19, 2007
Genre: Ballad

01. 사랑을 불러
02. 미칠 듯 (Feat.노을 )
03. 청개구리
04. 못된 사랑
05. 촌스런 남자
06. 기찻길 옆 오막살이
07. 너 맘에 들어
08. 옛 생각
09. 게으름 병
10. 그녀는 마법사

ROYAL PIRATES NEW REMAKE~...2PM songs~..

2009-06-18T03:55:00.000-07:00

大Royal Pirates Myspace
2PM I Hate You 니가밉다 rock remake
song originally by 2PM
by Royal Pirates(fading from dawn)
로얄P.의 2PM Again&Again + 니가 밉다 리메이크
vocal/guitar-Moonchul (문철)
drums-Sooyoon (수윤)

Video:
AGAIN & AGAIN/I HATE YOU~..

LOVE IT~!!!^^..

ROYAL PIRATES AT ALLKPOP [sound asylum~]

2009-06-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

Royal Pirates' newest original song debuts in allkpop~!^^..

Royal Pirates started in 2004, originally as Fading From Dawn, featuring guitarist-vocalist Moonchul Kim, drummer Sooyoon Kim, and bassist Richard Kim (Moonchul's older brother). Unfortunately, after a tragic car accident in Pomona, California, Richard died at the age of 21 in April last year.

Despite tragedy, they continued without a bassist as a two-piece band with a Muse-inspired rock sound. Through Moonchul's soulful falsetto and Sooyoon's compositions, the band is gaining much recognition. Sooyoon's song writing skills have been recognized by a major Korean producer. Sooyoon will be working closely with this as yet unnamed producer to write songs for other Korean artists.

The duo has gained popularity through their youtube covers of popular Kpop hits such as Super Junior's Sorry Sorry and Wonder Girls' Nobody.

Their popularity has led to a love call from Star King, Korea's star search show featuring today's best talents. However, the Royal Pirates have declined due to scheduling issues with each member's responsibilities to school/classes. The more important and personal issue was their band image as a cover band. Appearing on the popular television show along with the actual group Super Junior may have left audiences and fans alike with the impression of a wannabe famewhore band.

To prevent any misunderstandings, the band politely declined to focus on original songs and music for fans to enjoy.

Recently, the band was featured and interviewed on Korea's news network YTN. Love calls and their passion for music, keep the Pirates making music as they look forward to working with Korean management/entertainment companies in the near future.

allkpop had the pleasure of bringing and watching the Royal Pirates in action at the Sound Aslyum recording studio, under the supervision of sound engineer/producer Mike Troolines in Santa Ana, California. While working, the guys had a couple run-throughs and recorded a brand new song called Crawling Out!

The lyrics written by Moonchul are not based on a true event. We had a good laugh about the inspiration for the song. Crawling Out will definitely have you playing it over and over! And we'll definitely be playing it a lot on the new allkpop Radio!

Studio Pictures:

"ROMEO" [Shinee]

2009-05-19T02:23:00.001-07:00

Somewhere this coming July [i think~]
Shinee's goin' to rock the world again~..
with their new upcoming album~..
"ROMEO"

Aside from their album~..
They also got their new looks~..

Minho~..

Jonghyun~..

Key~..

Onew~..

Taemin~..

Download:
JULIETTE

F4~..Unwanted~..lol

2009-05-15T23:18:00.000-07:00

High School Picture of the "POWERFUL F4~.."

Oh yeah~..look at those faces~..
serious~?..well~..i think sleepy~..

GU JUNPYO.."i don't like you camera~!!I Hate you~!!AISH~!!"
YUN JIHOO.."I'm erratic~?"
SONG WOOBIN.."What's wrong with my face~?..I just woke up~.."
SO YIJEONG.."I'll be the next GOKU for sure~.."

ERR~!!!..BUNCH OF FLIES~!!

Miss This Guy of Sachon~..

2009-05-13T23:13:00.000-07:00

*Beethoven relaxation music playing while posting this~..*

It's been months since he left out from the treasures~..

Everybody misses him~..All of us misses him so much~..

Maybe at this moment~..your thinking~.."why did you post this kind of topic?"..
it's because~..I MISS THE ORIGINAL TREASURES~..
with this guy as a part of it~..*sobs*

Dang~..typing these things~..is like missing someone who already died~..
sorry about that~..*takes a deep breathe*
much better~..let's keep this guy as the most important treasure that we've ever saw~..
[especially you sachon]..

OH WON BIN~..ALWAYS AND FOREVER~..OUR TREASURE~..

2009-05-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

FT ISLAND'S TREASURED MOMENTS~..

Ain't that cute??..
Hongki wearing a red vector shades~..
Jonghun wearing a blue vector shades~..
Jaejin wearing a yellow vector shades~..
Wonbin wearing a violet vector shades~..
Minhwan wearing a green vector shades~..

P.S~...I MISS WONBIN AH~!!!!!!..ToT

Mr. Punk/Rock~..what so ever~..love him~..

2009-04-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

OMG~!!..My Mr. Goat^^..I so so so love his dang smile~..
His voice~..ugh~!!...it's melting me~..plus his Bass skills (and goat skills)..
nyahaha~!!..lovin' him always~..^^
SUPPORT THEIR BAND ALWAYS~!!..^^

Oh yeah~..So hot plus cool~.. i really love his awesome voice~..and guitar/Piano skills~.. LOOK FORWARD TO THEIR BAND~!!..^^

Good Times^^...

2009-04-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

haha~!..as you can see~..this cupcakes looked like a chicken^^..
cool plus so kawai~!!..
definitely delicious and ~~dang addictive~~~..

The strawberries tend to make your mouth open up as wide as you can~..^^
Those sweet cream rises up and lets the cupcake absorb it's tasty appearance^^..
I bet this cupcake is a cheese cake^^..

Ignore the face and expression's i was bored and was pushed to do it^^..

ROYAL PIRATES IS SO LOVE BY ME~!!..

2009-04-23T02:51:00.000-07:00

See this guy there~..I SO LOVE HIS VOICE AND SKILLS~!!!..MY MR.PUNK~!!..He's the vocalist/guitarist/pianist of their band ROYAL PIRATES..which only contains 2 of them, Sooyoon and him. (their bassist died from a car accident..too bad..condolence MC)..

Try to hear their awesome songs~..and remakes~..like Nobody (wonder girls),Sorry Sorry (Super Junior),Circus (BS),Mirotic (TVXQ),Time Is Running(MUSE)..and their song Royal Villain ..

VIDEO/SONG/REMAKES:
Sorry Sorry(Super Junior) - RP
Nobody(Wonder Girls) - RP
Mirotic(TVXQ) - RP
Circus(BS) - RP
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Releasing of FT Island's 2nd Japanese Album "I Believe Myself"

2009-04-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

"I BELIEVE MYSELF"

Album Type: Single
Language: Japanese / English / Korean
Genre: Rock / Ballad

Track List:
01. I Believe Myself
02. TV Radio
03. Moonlight Angel

DOWNLOAD:
I Believe Myself
TV Radio
Moonlight Angel

OH YEAH~!!..

2009-04-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

KYAH~!!..this sushi is really making me drool~..seaweed,rice,and ham~..AIYAH~!!!...asian foods are way to cute and yummy~!!!..

I HEART THIS PEOPLE~

2009-04-21T00:33:00.000-07:00

Well~..here are the people i adore so much~..^^

ISABELLE

UL1~!!one of a kind~..She loves Brutal things and hates girly things~..She's very unique and cool^^..She's always there when you need help~..and gosh~..a butt kickin' guy~..^^..scary~..=u=

NIKAE

VANILLA~!!oh yeah~..This girl is a witch according to her^^..I call her imotosan^^..kawai and cheerful^^..she's always ready to support and she is also strong^^..and can be really trust too~..and she's linked to someone~..^^

EUNICE

STRAWBERRY~!!kawai gal~..very true to herself and can be really trust on~..She fights for her friends and never lets them down~..you'll be so lucky to have her as a true friend^^..

JHAM

CHOCO~!!she's an awesome friend^^..she's very open and can be trust on~..she's friendly and sweet^^..kyah~!!..she cheers me up too everytime bro trips on me~..^^

MEL

PUNK-SIS~!yeah~..she loves blacks too~..and definitely a neko~..she loves to take pictures^^...and she's also a kawai sis^^..she hates copycats..BEWARE~!!..

FIVE PRIMADONNA ISLAND

Yeah~..I love our band~..there's isab,me,sunhee,eunhye,and eunwon..we're the primadonna version on FTi~..^^..isab as jonghun,me as jaejin,sunhee as hongki,eunhye as wonbin/seunghyun,and eunwon as minhwan^^..

CHAI

Err~..A brutal gay^^..nyaha~!!..she kills people brutally^^..your dead once you've got her temper^^..

NICS

Oh yeah~..my best dude^^..she's madly in love with this guy named "omo"..nyaha~!..she kept on hoping on omo to ask her for the sweet yes~!!..^^awww~..well~..this girl is dang scary when you got her temper~..or..broken~..^^

TO BE CONTINUED~..

2009-04-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Feel the landscape~!..so refreshing yet gloomy~..those warm clouds that embraces the mountains high~..those green fields laying unto the calm waery of water~..see how nature loves the things around it^^..

Missed Chances~

2009-04-19T22:10:00.000-07:00

i'm bored so~..my imagination run again..

Nikae and Taejoong were best friends since childhood..They love to spend time together biking around,eating ice cream,tripping on others and relaxing at the pond,tackling their feets unto the cold water. They enjoy everyday of their life until they grew more mature. Taejoong fell inlove with nikae since they've met~..and nikae loves taejoong since she saw him~..They hide their feelings to each other carefully and painfully~..until taejoong decided to move and do the step~..He called nikae to meet him where they usually spend time together..at the pond tonight~..Nikae was waiting for taejoong..while taejoong was at a flower shop,he bought a boquet of flowers for nikae~..he wrote a note saying.."I kept on hiding for this feeling for a very very very long tiime~..i love you nikae~..be strong always"..then there he walked and went to the meeting place~..while he was walking,he passed by a 3 vicious looking guys gambling around~..taejoong just ignored it..the other guy gave a signal to the others..they followed taejoong then hit him with a baseball bat~..taejoong fell down with his head bleeding severely..the 3 guys carried taejoong to a dark grassy place then there they bullied taejoong to death,taejoong kept on begging "please don't- do this~.." but still they kicked his back,punch his face for many times,taejoong already puked out some blood..After that..They took taejoongs phone and destroyed it,they got his wallet and his watch then left~..taejoong was dying at that time~..nikae was still waiting and worrying already~..meanwhile taejoong tried to crawled begging for help~..he was covered with blood..two girls saw him but they've jkust freaked out and run~..so taejoong crawled unto the nearest payphone..he tried to call his sister eunhwan and said "help me!h-elp m-me!"but all he gets was the answering machine~..then he called nikae,nikae answered "hello?..hello?.."..taejoong was running out of words to say.."i l-lo-v-e y-yo-u~.."..then his last breathe took up and died~..nikae kept on answering "hello?.." then the line went blank~..Nikae rushed into taejoong's house.."oppa?oppa?.."..then eunhwan answered~.."oh nikae~..what are you doing here?.."..nikae said "is taejoong oppa here?..i got a weird phone call"..then eunhwan notice the red light of the phone..so she pressed it to hear the message..nikae listened also~..it was first silent then.."help me!h-elp m-me!"..this voice broke up the silence~..eunhwan was shocked "what the~.."..nikae covered her mouth then started to cry~..then suddenly the phone rang and eunhwan answered it.."hello?....WHAT?!?!" then she cried.."ok..thank you"..nikae asked what was it..eunhwan said "t-t-t-th-e-y fo-und taej-oong's de-ad body at the pa-yphone station~..he w-as a-bu-sed and be-en tr-i-pp-ed on~"..nikae cried her eyes out~..and shouted "OPPA~!!!..WHY~?!?!"..then there~..3 days after the funeral~..eunhwan gave the note that taejoong wrote to nikae~..then nikae read it "I kept on hiding for this feeling for a very very very long tiime~..i love you nikae~..be strong always"..nikae cried again..and said "oppa~..i'll be strong~..as you've said..i love you~.."..

so there..taejoong's name was forever engraved in the heart of nikae~..

2009-04-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

"errrr~..i'm so bored~..

I WANT GU JUNPYO~!!.."..^^..

nyaha~! that's GEUM JANDI..looking bored~..but so pretty^^..

Looks like she got nothing to do..^^..
nyahaha~!..her hair is different here~..

2009-04-19T05:27:00.000-07:00

KAWAI~!!..Jagyeong,Jandi,and Gaeul^^..so kawai^^..Jagyeong is like a tough girl~..Jandi..cute girl~..and Gaeul pretty girl^^..yeppuda~!!..^^

Unknown Words

2009-04-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

As I saw you
My Heart never stops from bursting
I don't know what to do
My Heart kept on screaming
Screaming out your name
While you're there
Hearing nothing.

I kept on hoping
Hoping that you'll be my Predator
That Somehow will notice me
As his Precious Prey
And will seach for me everyday.

Those Gloomy eyes
That I kept on seeing
Was shinning gracefully in disguise
Those Beautiful Smile
That I kept on searching
Was Flowing every time I cry

Be My Knight In Shinning Armor
Save me beyond this Wilderness
I'll love you forevermore
Just stay and take away this Bitterness.

You Sing Like an Angel
And,You Dance like a Devil
You act like a Prince
And you cry like a Princess
I promise deep in my Heart
That we won't be apart. =o='

SWEET moment~.

2009-04-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

oh yeah~..I love thi mouth watering,heart trembling..CHOCO CAKE~!!..
can't resist to take a one big hella bite on it~!!..
yeah~..good sweet times~..^^